Title from: Driving 2.0 - Stevan, Charlie Burg [Spotify | Youtube].
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When I look back at what happened with us — and trust me, I’ve been doing that a lot — “amusing” would be the first word that comes to mind.
Even that barely scratches the surface of how absurd the whole thing was.
A surprise. An unplanned event in a well-thought-out itinerary. One of those brief, off-script moments that weren’t supposed to leave a dent.
Walking contradictions at its best: the way you looked at me like you wanted to start something despite never intending to finish it, the way your words welcomed me in with no intention of showing me the exit, the way you treated me like I was the only working lightbulb in a hallway of broken ones but you never planned to keep on for long.
How we crossed paths with each other felt more like a glitch that short-circuited us both instead of a spark — although let's be honest, for me, it was a full on flame. Ridiculous, be that as it may, considering how little actually happened between me and you (and your endearingly annoying face).
It probably meant nothing.
But I still replay every moment like it did. Because I needed it to.
Just in case.